Work: I burnt my thumb on an object that isn’t even suppose to be hot at any point.  It’s a device with a small motor that was malfunctioning and was putting it away for repair.  Most people wouldn’t have thought it’d be possible but it happened.  Work is okay though there hasn’t been much work so been spent home number of times.  My intent was to stay at this place until July in which case I’d have saved up enough money and jumped ship for the promised land (Europe).  Although I must admit at the moment I feel like fast forwarding to next week or so.  Maybe if I sell my junk it’ll reach me to my saving target.

Relationship:  I’ve gone out a few times with SG (Shoppersdrugmart Girl) but things don’t seem promising.  She’s a young attractive girl but I can’t seem to get emotionally attached to her and it’s solely my fault.  I try to keep conversations going but it really doesn’t matter to me if she’s there or not.  I haven’t told her I plan to leave the country soon and feel kind of bad about it even though it’s too early in a relationship to even make long term plans with each other.  She does have a right to know but I guess I’m afraid of losing her since she seems to be the closet thing to me feeling like a normal human person.  I’m really not sure why she’s even considering being with me.

Health:  I’ve been trying to be positive but it’s not happening.  Not sure if it’s because of that but I’ve lost 10 lbs within the last two weeks making my BMI back to the unhealthy under weight zone.

Cousin:  There’s a few of them but this one I’ve brought up before.  She’s 16 now not going to school, drinking, smoking and changed friends to some skinheads.  She considers drugs bad though but has distanced herself from all relatives and positive influences (friends).  Well except for me but not sure if I can do much and really probably should be trying to put myself in order first.

TTC:  If they strike I’ll be cycling to work over 40km distance one way. I’m more likely to quit if that happens though but I’ll give it a try at the start. 

Writing:  Still working on short stories and a novel which may never get finished.  But for now I really don’t feel like posting them here and have lost the desire to write even husi-diaries.  So for the time being this will be my last one for unknown time.